Hmm...just realised I din update for long time...so much to say but din type them out...maybe another time...i should do some reflection...

Jay Chou's latest album - only find 3-4 songs okay, but i decided to post this up :D

说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呐
怎麽了.
你累了.
说好的.
幸福呐.
我懂了.
不说了.
爱淡了.
梦淹了.
我都还记得.
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.
要怎么停呐

Obama vs McCain

Artsylum Quartet - 瑶族舞曲
Love the arrangement!!!



Got to know this group of young talents on Youtube. They try out all sorts of music including CO! Love people like them hahaha. Maybe I should go listen to them one day :) wahahaha...stupid excuse to see the cello gal^ violin gal also not bad lah LOL

Artsylum Quartet
Singapore
1 - 2 Oct 08, Wed & Thu
6:45 - 7:15pm
7:45 - 8:15pm
Esplanade Concourse
Four highly trained young musicians, experts in the performance of classical and light music present a delightful selection of your favourite classic cartoon tunes!

Anyone wanna go with me? lol

Imagine. A cup made of wooden sticks. What determines the volume of water it can hold? The height of the shortest stick. If you are a shepherd, how are you going to make your flock of sheeps move faster? Hit the slowest sheep...it will move faster, thus the flock moves faster too...

Find weaknesses, work on them, do not avoid.
Do not only look at strengths and feel good already.
Strengths can be made better.

Talking kinda rubbish above...maybe...i have been very very very tired these days, not just because of insufficient sleep, lots of things, not only school work. I cant believe that i lied to myself for so long. Everything becomes crappy, even CO. I dont feel like playing those songs. Not in the mood to do so. Is this me?

Random Maths

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(1) Let a + b = c

(4a - 3a) + (4b - 3b) = (4c - 3c) (Rewrite into another form)

4a + 4b - 4c = 3a + 3b - 3c (Organising the terms)

4(a + b - c) = 3(a + b - c) (Factorising)

4 = 3

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(2) Proof 4 = 5

16 - 36 = 25 - 45

4^2 - 9*4 = 5^2 - 9*5

4^2 - 9*4 + 81/4 = 5^2 - 9*5 + 81/4 (Complete square)

(4 - 9/2)^2 = (5 - 9/2)^2

4 - 9/2 = 5 - 9/2 (Take square root on both sides)

4 = 5

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Therefore 3 = 4 = 5

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Integration is DAMN LONG!

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47 days to PROMOS!

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Hurray! Long weekend ahead!

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But not happy at all . . . . . .

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Dont ask why...

------------------------The End----------------------------

Chopin Nocturnes...really like his style...its all abt emo-ish stuff. I like the left hand being fixed and right hand (melody) being free/unstricted style...
Worse excuse made ever...I hate telling lies...

Frédéric Chopin + Li Yundi = Fail Promos~

Please let me off...

I think everyone is getting a little crazy due to stress...
Promos is only 50+ days away...Anyway, I love to listen to 
music to relax myself...and to my own world...lawl

＊妳坐在我身邊　可是表情很不自然
  聊的話　很平凡　卻很悲傷

＃妳說妳不相信　活著就是為了夢想
  甚至妳　更懷疑　什麼是地久天長

＋咖啡麻醉不了孤單　只會讓心更燙
  哦　都一樣　所謂夢想　終究飄飄蕩蕩
  在迷亂的台北流浪　尋找一個幻想
  突然很渴望　在我身上　找到妳要的靠岸

  重唱　＊,＃,＋

  這一刻　當我們都感覺到彼此的心願
  愛情早已經開始　思念早已經蔓延

  咖啡麻醉不了孤單　只會讓夜更長
  我　也一樣　飄飄蕩蕩　眼神交換迷惘
  在冷漠的台北流浪　找一個避風港
  突然很渴望　在妳身上　也找到我要的靠岸

Tired,,,...

I guess I forced myself too much...keep trying to learn it fast and play like the professional I saw on youtube. Maybe I should start from the basics again...since I skipped alot of practice songs and basic stuff...but anyway I guess I really have to put down all these music craze for now first, study really hard for promos---->get desired results---->happy----->after that can chiong ruan & my stupid music stuffs without having to worry (:
I MUST READ LECTURE NOTES AND DO TUTORIALS!!!

Racial Harmony Day?

Hmm...racial harmony day...i find it rather meaningless when ppl just wear the ethnic costumes to school and not really reflecting abt racial harmony esp. in singapore...haha im guilty of it too :(
I think i have changed pretty much after the june holidays...always look emo/sad...even i dun know wads happening to me ohmygosh...

Less than 2 months to PROMOs now...starting to get anxious already, seeing the work piling up...actually not really that MUCH but because i still have undone revision from the first half of the year. Perhaps i really have to give up certain things now and do well for the upcoming exam first, before i go CRAZY after the PROMOs LALALA...

School...school...and school...what else?

Promos coming in September after the 1-week school vacation. Apart from the daily school work, I still have lots of revision to be done for the topics learnt in the 1st half of the year. My results are crappy... E E E S S ... Econs being my worst subject ... I guess I need to really work much harder for Econs . . . cos I din really touch Econs since like March??? LOL

Yeah apart from school, I have been practising my ruan also. Sometimes, I have the urge to find a teacher and learn, then go competition at the end of the year. But looking at my family...errr...always held back by some issues...Hais...why am I not exposed to ruan earlier...and learn from a teacher from young...

Anywaes, im currently studying/analysing some pop songs like jay chou's cai hong and pu gong ying de yue ding and trying to play them on ruan instead of guitar...cos guitar have some low notes and extra strings which ruan doesnt have so i gotta figure out how to make it sound almost the same or even better.

Update more soon. -dead blog-

I dont know what im doing

I got back 3 of my exam papers. Physics, Chem & Maths. E,E & S. Econs will be really bad I guess...and I really dun wan to fail my GP. I really dont know what im doing these few days. Time flies really fast. Im always playing my ruan or listening to music and slack. Although I did some of my tutorials (esp. chem) and read some notes, its not enough. I dont feel like going out nowadays, probably due to the results, but I really dunno what's the problem. People asking me why I look so emo-ish these days, I really dont know. I dont even know whats happening to me oh my gosh. Im also becoming abit anti-socialish these days...and rather easily irritated...im really sorry...

Physics paper back

I got my physics paper back today morning. Extremely disappointed with my results. I got an E grade. It has been really a long time since I get some shit grade like E and certainly im not used to it. Who can I blame for this? I only studied the day before the exam and how the heck am I going to get something like C or even A? I should count myself lucky for not getting U already. Many activities last week, gonna blog them when I got more time. And I just need some time to cool myself down, not just because of the shit mid yrs results, but also other stuff which i dun wish to elaborate.

WILL YOU PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME HAVE SOME PEACE?

ROFL

VJC MATHS? Pass Maths? NO! How the hell can I do those questions??? (with O lvl knowledge)
I bet it's gonna be Ungraded.

ECONS

If I can pass my ECONS...
If I can pass my PHYSICS...

................................................

---DREAM ON!

Physics

Yesterday was the physics paper. This was probably the first time that I ever stone in the exam hall in my life. My health wasnt that good recently. I have been coughing since I came back from Hong Kong during the 1st week of the holidays. I was studying econs at PP BK with CO peeps just now in the afternoon and I have a slight stomachache. Its damn bloody irritating when its the exam period and your body fails you at this crucial period of time. I dont think I can concentrate on doing the subsequent papers. I didnt study much either, so I guess I will just hope that I will not fail too badly and get a tea session with the headmaster. Maybe I can do reasonably well in Chemistry...this is the only subject that im feeling okay with so far. I hope that it will help me to neutralise the amount of "S" and "U"s that i will get on my report card. Three months from now will be the PROMOS. I better start studying hard after this horrible mid-yrs or else Im going to stay in school for another couple of years.

Die . Die . Die

Tomorrow is the start of the mid-yrs. All the way till Thursday. I know I'm going to fail all already, at the rate I'm going. Its pathetic. I'm just hoping that I won't fail too badly, at least an S grade (U=die badly). I should be like mugging like crazy yet I'm so looking forward to Thursday after the exams...DIE >.<

13-19th June

13th June. It was friday. I went to Julian's house with Sebastian, Chunyong and Bryan. We played PS2 games like Winning Eleven, Guitar Hero and that stupid fighting game which I think is Naruto if Im not wrong. We went for dinner at a nearby restaurant at around 9pm and I had some samba fried rice which was freaking nice. I couldnt enjoy it to the max because I was having a cough then.
After that we went to Crossfire (a LAN shop near Tanah Merah MRT) to play. We waited for like 1 hour before we get to play because of this shopkeeper who had some attitude problem. The place was dark and was filled with AH BENG style techno music. Haha, I dont feel safe inside there. We played from 12am-4am. We played DotA with some EX-schoolmates who were on Battle.net. Kinda bad as there was a significant delay and the mouse really sucks. As usual, I was talking like an idiot at the LAN shop, semi-commanding the team (not really commanding because I was abit sucky that day). Baba sat next to me, I have to keep shouting at him because he is just plain slow. SLOW. 4am in the morning, we walked to some random coffee shop with a reasonably large plasma TVs to watch the 2nd half of Holland vs. France. Holland was terrific. Bad teamwork from France I believe. I shared some $10 stingray with Bryan and it doesnt taste as good as it looked. Thumbs down!Random shot when everyone was so excited watching the match.
We walked back to Julian's four storey high house. The walk was pretty freaky because we were discussing about Pon....... halfway through the journey (which is like 20mins wth). The roads were damn empty man...we owned the roads HAHA! Yeah, that female thingy who have a red string and likes banana tree??? The hardcore people played PS2 till 9am while I was sleeping after drinking a little vodka. We went home after that as Julian was going to Snow City. Yawnzzz...

15th June. I went to PC show with Jingkai accompanying me. He didnt plan to get anything and he went there just to accompany me. Thanks alot really. I bought a PC RAM and thumbdrive at a lower cost that you see in Sim Lim Square, for sure. We went to play soccer after that with some friends. Total of 8 people. My foot hurts now because I took out my shoes to play and the skin came off -.-

17th June. I went to Changi Airport Terminal 2 Mac to meet up with my OG mates, namely Desmond, Eunice and Zoe in alphabetical order. We are probably the most active OG in VJC now. I bet many other OGs have stopped meeting up. We sure have alot to talk about and we couldnt really study properly until some had to leave early. Hehe...more outings after mid years k! Oh yah, better force some people like Desmond to organise some event @ chalet.

18th June. I went to play pool at Parkway with some friends. Total of 4 people. I dont mind being a total noob there who kept on missing imba-ly easy balls. The worst thing is that I hurt my right hand as I crushed my right knuckles into the side of the table when I hit the ball. Lost quite alot of blood after that. Blood keep flowing out, luckily it was only some superficial injury and I didnt faint because I saw blood (again).

19th June. I went airport to study with Benedict and Cephia. Terminal 3 was definitely quieter. We keep seeing either DHS or VJC ppl there. Ben calls Coffee Bean...Victoria Bean...
Ben left at 7pm while Cephia and I stayed till 930pm when we finally gave up and went home. I still have alot of topics to READ...not even practising questions yet. E E E E will probably be my target for mid years LOL. Thats equivalent to just passing all the content-based subjects. Pretty pathetic huh? Not to forget to say that this cup of some stupid shit italian coffee @ T3 Tosto cost $5.20.


Going out to study again tomorrow. I think that place Rivervale Mac place is near Sengkang. I hope I can find my way there without any help. Going with CO peeps. I forgot to mention that some people keep complaining to me as they cannot tahan being lightbulbs because of certain PAIRS of people. Yeah, please dont call us out if you are meeting each other. Thats all folks. SAY_GG_PLZ

Bored to death

I just finished watching Germany vs. Croatia with my dad in front of the computer -.- The first half was really bored. Germany couldnt break their opponent's defense with their super uncoordinated attacks. Croatia played very carefully and kept holding on to the ball, passing back to its own half etc, finding loopholes in the German defence. 1-0 and the first half was over. I didnt catch much of the 2nd half because TVants (the application i use to watch the matches) kind of screwed up a little.

I was talking on msn instead of focusing on the match. Well I was talking to my junior who is currently in MSHSCO. He said he went for TJCCO DSA audition and also going for VJCCO & RJCCO sometime later. I told him not to go RJCCO because the conductor is our secondary school CO conductor who I kinda dislike and think that he sucks. Hahaha. I asked him whether he called up VJCCO. He replied that it was the other way round. I wonder how VJCCO got his contact...

Anyway I hope that he can come VJCCO next year and play the ruan. We seriously need quite alot of new members for the SYF next year.

During the class BBQ on tuesday, Mr Ng, our Chemistry tutor asked some us what we want to be next time. Standing next to me was Jianwei whose reply was "dont know leh". Well, my answer to this question is also a "dont know" and this is not the first time Im running away from the truth. I just couldnt make up my mind or just dont know what to do. There are too many things to do out there. Last time I used to thought that I will know what I want to be next time but as time goes by things remained the same.

Sometimes our family can be quite an influence in the decision we make. My parents aint really supportive of me learning my Chinese instrument, the ruan. I had thought of learning the instrument from a professional a few years ago but it didnt happen. They were afraid that it will affect my studies. Now Im already 16 1/2 and feel like to learn from a professional again. But it was a little too late as most people start from their young. The worry for poor academic result is not the only factor that hindered me that, but also due to financial problems. More than 5 years ago, my father was forced to leave the factory as the boss of the factory had died and no one is taking over it. Moreover, the land that the factory sitting on is going to be taken away by the government. As a result, he lost the steady monthly income he used to have.

His age is also a problem. He is getting old now. Not many people want to hire people above 50s nowadays. He doing some odd jobs now, earning some little wages. I can see that he is trying his best to earn money for the family. Occasionally, he works overtime and reaches home at around 10pm. He then wakes up at 630am the next morning to go for work again. Sometimes I feel really bad for spending too much money. I could have been more disciplined and saved the money up. I had some work experiences before and I know it is not easy to earn money in the outside world.

Im also quite disappointed with my 2nd elder sister as she is staying with us under one roof and using the house resources yet not contributing to our net household income. I can understand that she just started working for only one and a half years and have her own financial problems but I cant see her even trying to help.

Anyway, ruan lessons with professionals are around $50-$100 per 45min or 1 hr depending on the grade you are taking and your teacher. I guess I will take playing ruan as a side interest since I wont be learning it from a teacher. Many of the people I know doesnt know how to appreciate chinese music and it is really sad. The first thing that comes to their mind when you mention Chinese Orchestra is those CNY songs or some ding ding dong dong songs with no depth. CO songs also got FEEL de ok! I felt a little better when I received some positive comments from my friends who came to support the concert. Well, chinese music isnt as boring as you think!

SLV and Class BBQ

Two days ago (Tuesday) was a full day of activities. Firstly, I took the MRT all the way to Marsiling from Kallang. As I was late, Ms Cai, my CT suggested me to take a taxi from the MRT station to Metta Home (A home for the intellectually disabled). The taxi uncle wasnt too sure about where was the place but luckily I used the bus that we would be taking to the zoo as an indication. Well, I got laughed at for running like a clown from the taxi to the bus. It doesnt really matter since I managed to catch up on time if not the bus would had left without me.

At the zoo, every two classmates are to partner someone (from Metta Home). I was with Patrick, the guitar guy. We were trying to find our partner while the people from Metta Home were sitting on benches. In the end, we exchanged partner with my classmates because theres someone who came to hold my hand and I cant bear to let go. She looks like she is in her 50s from her wrinkles on her face. She is quite dark and a pretty quiet person. I had a little difficulty communicating with her as I do not know what language she speaks.

The people from Metta Home are grown ups (18-60 probably) but their mind arent that developed. They speak and cheer just like any children you can probably find in the playground. I felt a little sad for them as it is really a pity that people are borned with deficits like this. The person-in-charge of the Metta Home also mentioned that we are not allowed to take photos with them as it is to protect their privacy as requested from their parents. I really cant imagine how old are their parents. Out of the 13 people from Metta Home who went out with us, I guess there is already 6-7 people whose age is above 50. Their parents could be in their 70s already, and they still need to worry for their children. How fortunate are we? Sometimes we do not get what we want but we are still much more fortunate than these people out there.

Alright, back to my partner. We were holding hands as if we are a couple (or maybe a father and a daughter), swinging a little here and there at times. I was quite sad in the beginning when she doesnt reply to me. But as we walked around the zoo, she gradually started to respond more, starting with small actions such as nodding her head. Actually, she can be my grandmother already. Seeing her in this state makes me feel very worried for my mother in the future. I wonder how long can she live...and about her health. We explored the zoo for around two hours and were really tired. One hilarious thing that happened was that an Orang Utan on a tree wanted a packet of tidbits that one of my classmates, Jason was holding on to. It raised out its hand and give the "come give me that thing" look. It was staring at Jason for around one minute and Jason got a little bit nervous as he was worried that the Orang Utan might come after him when he walk away.

The SLV was very successful and Im sure that there are many unsung heroes(dont know if I used this correctly) who helped out in the planning and preparation of the SLV, directly or indirectly. Thanks to Jianwei, the event coordinator, and the classmates who helped to wash the cars for the fund raising event, the people who stayed up really late to plan for the games which we didnt play in the end. I felt a little bit guilty for not helping out much. I really wanted to help to wash the cars that afternoon on the last day of the term but there is a compulsory practice for CO members going for the Hong Kong trip.

After the SLV, we took the bus back to VJC. I met Elroy in the canteen and he was studying with his friends. Some of my classmates went to Parkway Parade to buy the BBQ stuffs and some stayed in school for a while and then walked to BBQ Pit 48 together. At East Coast Park, some of the guys, including me, played soccer. Nothing special, just some passing with our slippers or sandals. After a while, Mr Jeffrey Ng, our Chemistry tutor came to join us! Miss Felicia Tan, our Econs tutor arrived shortly after. We made cards and little notes for the both of them as they are going to leave us and go for further studies. Weizhen did a great job printing out the nice photos and designing the book for them. Miss Cai, our CT also joined us in the BBQ.

We had fun eating, drinking (some soft drinks & alcohol oops) and playing games together as a class. It was really a long time since we had this kind of gathering. I really hope we can have more of such outings when we have the time. Met Shaun, our PAE classmate too. I guess he was a little bit bored as he was the only PAE classmate who turned up. Vidhu went USA for holidays while Weehoe was sick. I managed to spoke to him and was suprised that he joined the guitar ensemble in ACJC.

Strong wind at ECP at around 10:30PM! Everything was getting blown away and we thought theres gonna be a tsunami coming. Here is a picture that we took when the wind is super strong (:

We packed everything up and started walking to the bus stop. It started to rain after we left the BBQ pit shortly. It was kinda funny to see the guys running even faster than the girls! Well, I shared my small umbrella with Shaun and we definitely got pretty much drenched by the time we reached the bus stop. Farewell to him when my bus arrived, not sure when we will meet again. Well, I am the kind of person who gets easily affected by emotions. He said "take care" before I went on the bus. These little things actually affects me and I will take them to heart.

I brought home the leftovers, which is like 20+ marinated chicken wings and stingrays. I stayed up late to watch EURO 2008 (again) on the internet. Exciting match between Spain and Russia, Spain was really impressive and I love their passes.

Yesterday, I got reprimanded by my mother for frying the chicken wings. I was made to clean the floor and some other stuffs. I did a good job I guess, she wasnt angry with me anymore and bought me some milk to drink.

Im watching Portugal vs. Czech Republic now! Its 2-1 now with Portugal leading with one goal! Im going off now. Bye!

Staying up late.

Have been staying up late these few days. Hais. Very bad. Here's a video of the Zhongruan concerto that I'm crazy about.



She rocks but too bad doesn't blend with the orchestra :(
& the conductor's hair style is ... ... HAHAHAHAHA!

SHIT

Okay SHIT, IM DEAD. I put a new string back and started playing again LOL.

I BROKE MY ZR 1ST STRING

WOOHOO! I just broke my Zhongruan 1st string today morning at 11.41AM. Maybe its time to stop playing Zhongruan and start mugging whole day long. And also watch EURO 2008 at night lah HAHAHA.

My fingers!!!

Okay. I think I need to spend less time on Zhongruan and more time on my studies now. Im like practising the whole day today. REASON for this ---> see below



Okay. These are the 3 pages out of 13 that I have transposed (not changing the key but transforming the 五线谱 into 简谱). Take me hell loads of time as this is my first my transposing. Other than that i also tried playing it. 160 beats per minute is the actual speed ahha.



Okay. This is the part that made my fingers bloody. Some random 十六分音符 at 160BPM... I started practising it at 60BPM though. Now probably can reach 100BPM. I think the 1st string is going to break soon. Cos I pressed too hard and too many times haha. Oh yeah, Im gonna own up something here. I played my 2nd sister's guitar and 3rd sister's flute without asking for permission LOL. Euro Cup coming up!!! bb!

CO HongKong Trip, CO Chalet

Well, as from the title itself, you can predict that I was with VJCO for the past 2 weeks. Starting from 25th May, when I first went HongKong with the orchestra. It was also my first time taking a plane (: It was a bit scary when the plane is taking off haha. My ears keep getting jammed whenever the plane goes up or down. Ahh...I returned the reflections booklet to my group leader so I cant really remember the name of the places I went, so I'll be using more pictures than words haha.

Day 1



Had a meal right after arriving in Hongkong. Went on to some "community club" to watch a free performance by some random 10-person orchestra. People inside not that random though, some from HKCO. Almost fell asleep but I didnt. I was somehow moved by their serious attitude towards such a "casual atmosphere", and of course their music. 10 people, they play as if there were 30 of us. Impressive! Went to some shopping centre to shop after watching the performance. Dint spend any money (as usual). Dinner after shopping. Had corn soup AGAIN. Went back to hotel after the 'corn' meal.

Damn...I'm too lazy to do a Day 2,3,4 & 5 now and I'm just gonna spam what i can now.
Met with some minor traffic accidents for 2 consecutive days. The HK police are damn efficient. The accident happened for only like 1min and we were still recovering from the shock, the traffic police were already there. Look at the police on the left, he must be super stressful hahaha.



Oh, just remembered about the bus ride to Lantau Island. Super bumpy...plus the bus keep going left and right, up and down! VJCO play cards everywhere haha, in hotel, on buses. Call it Bridge-mania or Bridge-frenzy or whatever. Oh still rmb some people use my lap as pillow to sleep on during the long bus rides. Haha. Luckily my legs are strong enough! About the food we had in HongKong...actually its quite good...just that all the restaurant serves the same food...ESPECIALLY the IMFAMOUS corn soup! HAHAHA! Almost vomited by the 3rd time we had it AGAIN. Well, probably my first time spending so much money on my own without the presence of my parent. Shopping is quite addictive, esp. when you have money in your wallet and no one is stopping you. Haha, now I can understand why people use credit card till bankrupt >.<"

The last time I went to a theme park was when I was Primary 6, after the PSLE. Well it was ESCAPE theme park then. This time in HK was OCEAN PARK! Took cable car up the hill...the scenery was great! Some people was pretty afraid when the cable car was ascending. LOL. I was glad that I went for every ride that my friends took HAHAHA. I didnt chicken out! Initially I was feeling slightly insecure (ROFL?) cos I havent been playing these exciting rides for 5 years! But I got the hang of it after a while and was yearning for even more but time doesnt allow ):

On the whole, I have learnt not only more about music and have fun, but also bond with the orchestra members. Got to talk to people that I didnt get to talk to before, eg. YanZhou, who looks so innocent and guai. Haha, he can be playful too! Now I feel more bonded to the orchestra (: at the beginning of the year i was super out larh =( The trip also allows me to relax myself from all the stress in school....hais Mid years coming right after the June holidays...and also re-think about some things. Well, the 5 days was enough for me to think and I've know myself better (:

CO Chalet (2nd-4th June)
Still in the playing mood! Unfortunately i wasnt enjoying as much as I wanted cos I was kinda sick after the HK trip. I had a mild fever and sore throat a few days before the chalet. The fever subsided but the sore throat got worse ): i still eat BBQ stuff and cold drinks hahah which made it even worse. I was coughing like mad after the chalet...getting slightly better now but still feeling quite bad. Feel really bad for pangsehing my PW group. That day we were suppose to meet in school at 1pm on the 2nd day of the chalet but I was quite sick so I stayed in the chalet and slept throughout the afternoon and forgot about the time. Really sorry!!! I'll give you all the chocolates that I've bought in HK(one box only haha).

Oh I didnt forget something. If you happen to see this...Take care Lijun! Hope your eye is recovering fast and not painful anymore! You still owe me my Zhongruan box and pick! and pls lend me notes i need to copy them hahah, cos I ponned some lectures and tutorials during the last week of school. J1s all the best for your(and my) Mid-yrs! J2s all the best for your CT2! SEE YA!

Going HongKong

Bye...going Hongkong tmr morning till 29th May. CO HK exchange programme btw. See ya soon! Have to pack my luggage le (:

Nice song

Well, I dont really listen to English songs...but this song caught my attention. My sisters were watching American Idol last night when this guy called David Archuleta who is only 17 years old sang "In this moment" by Ryan Gillmor. Superb vocals. Though he didnt win.


Mother, can you hear me for the first time I see
born into eyes not by my own decision
take me away from a life with no vision
step down from the subway,
climb the staircase to the street
spinning in circles and holding on tight
to this moment forever
if only tonight

I wanna be in this moment, no one can take it from me
I wanna stay in this moment, no one can take it away from me

Driving through the city for the first time you and me
staring through windows at my own reflection
how can a window encompass perfection
now that I know what it's like to be living
this beautiful world will never stop giving
I can't return to a life with no vision
born into eyes not by my own decision

I wanna be in this moment, no one can take it from me
I wanna stay in this moment, no one can take it away from me

Watching the world through the eyes of a child
sitting alone in my room
wishing that someone would take me away someday
give me a chance and I'll show you what's real
open your eyes and you'll see
that I'm stuck in a moment and no one can take it from me

I wanna be in this moment, no one can take it from me
I wanna stay in this moment, no one can take it away from me

--->Pause the guitar song on the right of the blog.

Crazy Shit!

WASTED TIME on DOTA for the LONG WEEKEND...SHOULD REALLY KICK THIS BAD HABIT!
Ok let it go.
Fascinated with RECORDER these few days, playing at least an hour a day.
Forget it.
Taking photos of crap.
Examples: Watermelon with toothpicks -_-"

CO HONGKONG TRIP
Playing songs there....瑶族舞曲 & 驼铃响叮当. No one play 大阮. Then become I play. Four more days to learn the song. I cant guarantee anything but I will try my best. Really hope wont screw up.

I go peep on some music theories liao BB >.<

Totally lost.

14th May - Wednesday
VJC Soccer Girls' Finals! Went to Jalan Besar Stadium with CO mates. HEHE...VJC won SAJC 6-5 in the penalties! VJC cheers rocked the stadium for sure (:

15th May - Thursday
Volleyball Girls' Finals! Went Toa Payoh Sports Complex? with CO mates again. Haha scream like erm...girl..but its fun LOL...lost 3-0 to HCI but I thought that vjc fought very hard against such a strong opponent team...so...GOOD JOB! and...i called one of the damn tall girl from HCI KANGAROO! WAHAHA.

16th May - Friday
Guitar Concert. I was released at abt 2pm today. Went Thaipan with Daniel, Yiyong and Ciyi. Spent $8 on lunch today...ouch...daniel still want to order more...haha, cannot afford liao lah! Later stone a while in the CO room copying notes, den Tingkai suddenly come in jio me go igloo play Winning Eleven. I look very noob and nice to bully right? haha...nvm. 7.30PM GUITAR CONCERT! Kinda sad haha, din enjoy it that much maybe because of the place that i sit and the people that i sit with. Hmm...i thought that the songs played by the ensemble was abit boring...i dun rly know how to appreciate them. But, the songs played by a small group of peeps or the SOLO was much better hahas. Especially the SOLO (: very nice to hear and i can FEEL the music. Went home after that. Reached home at like 11+....bath, eat, den take laptop go fren's house for some mini gathering

Haah now at his house blogging...wth going to morning le...lol just play DotA(havent touch it for some time, pretty rusty) till damn tired...later still say wan go play soccer -.- siao Go liao le HAHA.

im trapped

Finally over!

Friday - 9th May
VJCCO concert day! Got to pon 2 periods of Chem Lab, 1 period of Chem tutorial and 1 period of Maths Lecture! The rehearsals were damn long and tiring and a bit stressful...scared play wrong note or somehow screw up. But it was worth it. The concert went very smoothly...lots of positive comments from friends who came down to support. Not to forget to thank those who came down from other schools to vjc. My sec. sch classmates : baba bryan chunyong zhongye nic ng shawn...etc..sorry julian, couldnt get a ticket for you cos it was too late. Saw other from sec. sch CO too, like junxi, shuohan...
Had a fun phototaking session and after the concert in the music room =) upload pics when i have more time ^^ unfortunately some left early so couldnt take photo with them. Went to mac with tingkai, jonathan, weiliang, elroy after that. Many alumnis were there too. So we were sitting together with 2 other alumni (1 from erhu , 1 from suona) and had some MENS' TALK -.-" (more like gossiping) we finally left at abt 1am haha...took cab home with wl.

Saturday - 10th May
Woke up at 5pm!!! Nothing much happened after that. One word : slack.

Sunday - 11th May
Went to Jingkai's house for house warming. Thanks for inviting me over. Met up with 5 other friends there whom i have not seen for quite a long time. Very happy to be able to see them again...played soccer together for ard 2-3hrs. Damn tired, the ball can really make ppl run like dog. First time in this year we played soccer together again. We agreed to have some DotA gathering this friday at jingkai's house and play overnight rofl. We gonna bring our laptops and eat his power supply.

Monday - 12th May
Toa Payoh Day! (some ppl might be able to guess what it means -__-) Alright...right to the point. I fell asleep on the bus(31) and went all the way to toa payoh...which is abt 20mins from my house. However, last time there was some Bishan Day for some ppl who is even more dumb & sillier than me who only realise taking the wrong bus like 1hr later and went all the way to the bus interchange. Well i wont say who is that dumb person...you know who u are. Wahaha i dropped 1 stop b4 toa payoh interchange. Hope i din drool while i was sleeping! Oops!

4 more days to concert...

Argh....feeling really bad for not finishing my homework...nvm 4 more days...
1st full dress rehearsal tmr!



I like the girl playing the liuqin (: but anyway she is imba too =)

Whole day CO ---____---

Finally saw our VJCCO REAL conductor...i think he is great...and entertaining...cant believe his perception of music is so much similar to mine, though of cos he knows so mucccchh more lah...but then the idea is there.
Afternoon was the sectionals. Xiang Le suddenly come to the TanBoYue classroom in T-block -.-
Then he help to conduct a bit. When he ask us to play the Zhongruan part, he keep looking at me(i mean it, he stare from start to end, for every single crap i press). WTH got chiobu beside me dunwan to look why keep looking at me. I thought he gay --___--"
And plsssssssssssssss, LET US PLAY 祭关羽 FFS. I hate you MDM WEE, for removing 祭关羽.

Dance nite

Well...things starts to get better...
One more week before CO concert! I really want the concert to be a success as this might be my last time performing on stage in a school orchestra. Next year...probably because of SYF...we wont have concert. Have to practise harder since there is only 7 days left. Really really want to play well and not just wishing i wont screw up.
Oh ya, tonite was the dance concert but i dint went for it...i went for someone else's solo concert instead -.- you know who you are...
Quite a joke, Mr. Seet actually opened the CO room door and asked what the two person were doing...then still say two person in a closed room at night...what the hell was he thinking of? I din even dare to think of it lah, its abit insulting =( and amusing at the same time...all the question marks and bubbles popped out from our heads -.-
Stop EMOing >>><<<< sometimes when you find yourself fitting into the situation that the song is abt...haha...you can rly understand how the composer feels =)

End it, please.

I think I'm kinda tired of all these. The awkwardness especially...just want to put all that aside now and not think about it. Just hoping that everything goes back to normal.

Not even a single day to rest

Guess what, needa go out to do PW later. Basically, its just like Mon-Fri >School+CO after school, Sat>CO, Sunday>PW. I really hope all this end soon and i can really sit down and study after the CO Hong Kong trip from 25-29th May.

You are who you are when no one is looking. Thats what one of my teachers back in my secondary school said. You only follow the rules when there is a discipline master around, but when he is gone, you go astray again. From this, I thought of another thing. During the good times, everything seemed to be nice. But only during the times of bad, you will be able to see different people (i.e differentiate from the rest). You will then know who really cared about you, and find your real friends.

I guess I have to respect her decision. She must have struggled for some time before coming to this conclusion. Perhaps we need more time to calm down and talk so everything goes back to normal.

Let nature take its course.

I'll be lying if I say that I have let everything go. Some things are easier said than done.

CO practice in PT

Practice in the PT was great, even better if my mood was good. I love the sound effects, every note is like amplified ten times when listening in front of the stage. <---means cannot play wrong la...later so obvious...stupid leg, muscle so pain, cannot walk normally...but not as pain as... ... Left school at 8... crap...tmr 12noon still need go orchard to meet up with PW mates to do GPP. Tutorials all over the place, SPAs coming up, still have to practise 1 sectional CO song that was just given to us this week...zzz...heck...somemore its quite hard...no wonder the seniors pushed it to me and another.

歌曲 晴天歌手 周杰伦

故事的小黄花
从出生的那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
每想到失去勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开
刮风这天
我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久
我才能在你身边
等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前 有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 风渐渐 把距离吹得好远
好不容易 又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜

25th April, the suckiest day

Did something stupid/dumb/foolish today which I do not wish to further elaborate. Totally screwed myself up as a result of being stupid/dumb.
Plus the Canon in D tune keep going round my head during every single lecture and tutorial. No wonder Mr Ng (my chem. tutor) asked me why am i so quiet today -.-
Never do tutorials...then sit in class copy answers...feel bad enough...
PW a bit disorganized...everyone is busy with their own stuff and its so hard come together outside school
CO paiwei...why did i even go...so many people didnt turn up(those with good reasons nvm)...sometimes i feel that i shouldnt be stupid...why do it when the rest doesnt give a damn about it.
After that was some 4x100m relay training with CO mates. wasn't concentrating and guess what i injured my left calf. After that still play soccer with some hockey players, became the last man cos of my leg.
Limped home after that. Ouch.
You dont laugh at me.

East Zone Schools Concert...

Long time no blog.
-Lighthink Exhibition
-50th Founders' Day Concert
-East Zone Schools Concert
-VJCCO Concert
-Interhouse DotA <--- LOL
and homework & tests (everyone also have lah)

I din manage to perform at Esplanade for my sec. sch 50th Founders' Day cos I had some miscommunication with my juniors. I din go back to practise with them for the past few saturdays cos of VJCCO's practices. They thought im not performing so they din get a backstage pass for me. Arghh...should have contacted them earlier to confirm with them. dang

Lighthink exhibition finally over...stayed back for a few days to prepare and set up stuff in concourse. tiring yet fun, get to bond with my mates, at least i know them better now(haha most of them are my OG mates anw). My seniors asked me to apply for EXCO for Lighthink but i just couldnt make up my mind...im afraid i wont be committed enough.

Lost my 2nd match in the interhouse DotA. Horrible teamwork. Only our 2nd time playing together. Went there unprepared, screwed up hero picks, things went totally wrong. Really cant help it, my mates and I dun have the time to play together or discuss things. And i just know them 3 weeks ago. Only if i could get my friends(in other JCs now) to come...actually have a sec. sch classmate in VJC, but he doesnt want to play in the competition cos the others are not here.

East Zone Concert. Super tiring. Reach school at 8am. Reach home at 10pm. 14hrs nvm. Im one of the backstage crews plus im playing 4 songs...means have to go up stage 3 times. finish liao go keep instrument then go backstage help again. >VJC Ruan Ensemble< >VJC Combined< >Combined Schools-Dance to the Yao Tribe<

One last concert to go...VJCCO concert...hope life get easier after this but...PW, Mid-year...crappp

Phy and Chem SPA coming soon, plus Chem Lecture test...cannot screw this up cos im aiming for some H3 Chem next year.

byebye

One Stupid Question

Zebras have a black body with white strips or a white body with black strips?

Slack

Who knows what's this?

CO day

Went back to MSHSCO today...was rather disappointed with the attendance though cant really blame them...many juniors have tuition/lessons outside while alumnis have their own things to do. Really hope to see more people coming back to help out for the 50th Founder's Day Concert at Esplanade. First time seeing the scores...so stone there for most of the time except for two pages of "Fantasy Dance". See my juniors holding on to nice zhongruans...damn jealous...then somemore got one junior went straight for grade 6 man...wth...i dont even go for grading...no money to pay for those private lessons/exams and a good zhongruan lah....so no choice lor...

After that, I rushed to Raffles Place --->Victoria Concert Hall for the DHSCO concert. No doubt it was good but some songs are quite boring especially the Erhu Ensemble...one of the encore songs, "Jun Ma" (Galloping horses?) is still the nicest i think, there are others which are quite hip also. Oh yah, the guys playing the drums, especially the PaiGu is damn good haha, fast and nice. But got one suona girl damn awkward, keep swinging her suona in circles (like drawing a full moon).

One more day left to finish the pile of tutorials...die...and bloody loads of songs to practise...Founder's Day Concert in April and VJCO concert in May...GG...

Term 2 Week 1 Day 1

Maths Common Test - screwed. Few hours before the test, I was still trying to memorise the the product formula and the R-formula, derivatives of some trigo functions...NONE of them came out. Managed to complete some easy questions, eg. partial fractions, differentiation, but wrote crap for the rest. Blame myself for slacking too much during the holidays, for not managing my time well enough as they were hell lots of other activities. Still have tutorials to be completed, which I dont think I can finish them all by tonight. Probably staying up all the way till 2am+ and wake up by 5.30am. No choice I have to do that, Wednesday - Arts Day, Thursday - First Full Day in VJC, Friday - Good Friday...the only day to concentrate on work is today, and probably tomorrow night.

Well, I tried out my 3.2MP CyberShot Cam on my new phone ($0 , old/ugly/uncommon Sony Ericsson k770i, price totally waivered including the first time registration fee of $42.80 except for the monthly phone bills DUH). Turns out to be pretty okay, good enough for me at least. Heres a random picture that I took outside my house, a basket of mushrooms which my mum put out to dry.

Mugging session? / Sec 4E Class Outing

Sorry I was too tired yesterday... just don't have the energy to switch on my PC and blog. Thursday(13/03/08) morning ---> went to National Library to study for maths common test with Eunice and Zoe. It was super quiet and we have to extra careful in handling our stuff. Make a bit of noise and everyone will stare at you. Eee so scary. Lunch at 12pm, because we were too hungry to continue doing maths <---excuse Steamboat!!! Okay, I got a bad sore throat thanks to the tom yam soup I think (paiseh tom yam soup if I wrongly accuse you ok).

At around 6pm, I went for my Sec4 class outing! We ate at Sakura (buffet) in Somerset. $24 wow! and thats after a 15% discount! Everyone eat till burst... didn't join the rest for movie cos I'm kinda broke :( now I find it a bit weird to be with 20+ guys LOL...looks very very gay.

Aha...bye bye...still have to practise ZhongRuan and study for the maths common test. 08S64 classing outing/BBQ later!

No holiday...

Camp at home today again -.- everytime tio pangseh by my parents, ask them go where, they ignore me or talk abt other topics, or they just lock the door and zao. Just did Chem E-Assessment, kinda last minute haha. After a few attempts, I sort of remembered all the answers so i decided to try to complete it in the shortest amount of time. Here it is.



Nice clicking game =) Quite stupid, have nothing else to do (actually have tutorials and lecture notes to catch up with but no mood).

Next week is going to be a busy week, mon-wed at CO camp (8:30~5.00PM!), wed pon half day CO and go meet up with the lighthink committee in charge of the Arts Day exhibition, thurs have dinner with sec sch class 4E, friday vjc 08S64 class outing.

Go emo-one-corner liao bb.

Holiday???

Thursday: went to Bedok to settle some stuff, end up losing up way cos i forgot the place -.- then went for Lighthink(known as GP society last time) from 4:00~6:10. it was supposed to start at 3:30 and i thought i will be late, but it started even later than i came. yeah, this was the 2nd tea party for the 2nd intakes, but in the end, i think there is only 1 new 2nd intake who joined, and she is my classmate, HuiJing. i joined the "exhibition team", along with my CO mate, XiuXian. haha, kinda cheat, cos i already know all of them in the team (KangAn, JinChieh, Zoe, Xiuxian). we have to set up some exhibit stuff on Arts Day, which is coming real soon, the wed after the march break. guess gotta be quite a rush for us.

Friday: release of A lvl results. it was a half day, so the sch ended at 12:45pm...not really a half day for my class, we only skipped 2 period of PW. while some other classes supposedly to have lessons till 5:25pm...they 赚到 lorh. thought my OG will have some sort of mini outing after school, or mugging session, but most are busy (with CCA, basketball, shopping??). i thought i have to go library and solo, luckily ard 12 classmates are able to go PP KFC to have lunch tgt. Shaun, who went ACJC for PAE, also joined us. felt very bad when he said that i daoed him when he called me loudly while i am walking along the canal on V-day. sorry, i really din hear you.

Today: woke up at 6am, hand was itchy so went bnet and played DotA. kicked asses in random pub games as usual. went for breakfast with dad, then practised Zhongruan till 1pm when i fell asleep with it yet again. woke up and ate something, continued fooling around with my Zhongruan, playing random songs. after that practised 沙迪尔传奇 till page4 where i gave up. some bloody chords are so hard to press, my finger skin are peeling off again, for like more than 100 times.

still have Chemistry E-learning Assessment to do, and i have to revise through the lecture notes before doing them so i can benefit more when i attempt the qns.

and paiseh for screwing up the class blog skin lol

CCA day

Since Monday, I started reaching the school at 6:40~6:55am instead of the usual 6:35~6:4X <---late for once and got booked! Yeah, reach the school early to do my tutorials and also revise on the lectures...lagging quite behind...but will catch up soon! Okay, I shall leave out the unhappy stuffs. CO sectionals today, was pretty slack, J2s are having common tests so they do not need turn up. J1, haiz...alot ppl pon. Anyway, I still managed to learn 2 pages of the new song, 《沙迪爾傳奇》, so was still quite happy hahaaa.

Sorry I was busy for the past few days and couldn't reply.

JinChieh: About the links, I deleted them because I realised that I didn't asked for permission to put some of them. I will put the links back soon!

Cedric: Haha, nice to meet you. I'm sure we had fun on that day though it was only our first time seeing each other. Oh yah, Zoe won me leh...must take revenge! and BTW, you know jiahao in MJ is it? he is my pri 1-4 classmate & good friend leh!

JiaHao: Er...my head abit botak now leh...cannot let you see...and yeah, really hope can meet up with the BKPS friends some day...wonder how you all look like now...

Zoe: Sure I will buck up! I lost 2 rounds to you (if i remembered correctly)...sure must take revenge!

再见！

Screwed Earphones

Gone. My 1/2 year old earphones = dead. Probably the wires get tangled up too often. I cannot tolerate anymore, tomorrow must go Bugis ---- Bras Basah Complex to get my graphics calculator because my sister wants her GC back(she might need it in the university)... & Sim Lim Square to get earphones... Going to die already lah, no cheemo music...

V-Day!

Victorians' Day, not Valentine's Day! Anyway, V-Day is something like a day for the "old Victorians" to come back to school to gather and play together. Of course, all Victorians are welcomed to join too.

I was expecting lots of Victorians to be there, but ended up seeing the people from Student's Council and CT Council. Never mind, still managed to have some fun with some peeps with very familiar faces. I have free BANANA PRATA in the morning wahahahaha. My first time going to the igloo (students' lounge), it was pretty nice but the carpeted floor was a bit dirty though. Pool, PS2, X BOX, and the football game thing that you turn it like satay (whatever it is called). Nice huh? Except for the random board game, didn't bother to read the instructions to play, monopoly still owns. And btw, I can't play pool for life, thanks.

Mass dance blah blah blah...walk to some place to eat some ice-cream. $5.50, might be cheap compared to other places but if my mum know that I actually spent that amount just on an ice-cream, she will make Ai-Scream for me lah. Talk talk talk talk talk, making fun of the lecturers, like the "Cosine Curve" and the "ehtoms","loOone pehs". Naughty naughty...

First time in Marine Parade Library also, went to the children's corner (whatever it is called) and mug(yeah, with stoning and trash talking of cos). I saw YunHan and her friends mugging there too!

After that, followed SOMEONE to Parkway Parade, and that SOMEONE was like a 8 year old village girl who never see those things in a shopping mall before. But never mind, at least its cute haha.

Yeah, stop making fun of your lecturers! Bye!

Today is a school day.

Horribly sorry that I didn't reach the school early to give JianWei, my new classmate, a sort of tour/intro about the school. I woke up early today but the bus didn't cooperate with me =(
Best thing I did today is that I stayed back in school till around 5PM+ to do my homework haha =) and of course, with friends. We should stay back together more often to do work together! I will fall asleep if I were to do homework alone at home =( later never finish all my work again...and yeah, exercised today again, becoming a good habit ^^ still phails at pull-ups though. Okay, that's all for today. Class dismissed.

Sunday

Nothing much, the only special thing today is that I walked along Kallang/Geylang River, listening to songs on MP4 for around 45minutes. Too bad, I don't have a camera, can't share what I saw. Lots of things in my mind, I don't know why I'm still thinking so much even after settling most stuff related to school. Hope I can find out what's troubling me and do something about it.

Not really a great day

Though I managed to squeeze back into VJ, today doesn't seem to be a great day for me. It was still okay in the morning but later in the day, I found many things missing. Didn't see some of the people that I used to see almost everyday, not only classmates, but also friends that I've made from other classes.

I feel really sad for them, as they have to adapt to a completely new environment again. I really know how it feels, as I was one of the people who need to report to the new JC(TJ) on the first day. It was really a horrible horrible experience. Totally new. Everything changed just over a night. It's really really scary.

Anyway, glad to see new faces in the class. They are nice people(everyone in 08S64 is nice) and I can see they are adapting fast to our class culture (we have??? lol). The long awaited weekend is coming up, finally I have some time to recover from all the emoing since last week, when I was staying up til 3am+ everyday because I was worrying about the appeal and couldn't sleep.

Time to catch up in my work and rest well. And also, NAFA test and econs/chem tests coming up soon, I have to sort of keep myself fit and study well. Probably going to stay back for 3rd period PE again because I cant even do a single pull up now (eee slack too long already).

Going to watch DotA replays again lol <---no life ~Bye~

Some pictures that I koped from Patrick:

Back to VeeJay!!!

It was 7am in the morning. I was praying alone. It was a bit dark and cold. Five minutes later, I received a call from VJC, asking me to go down asap. I was like running around my house like a mad man. Not only that im rushing for time, but also because that I was super super happy. I slept at like 3am in the midnight and was super tired. Last night, I was still like watching DotA replays, particularly Team MYM's, with MYM|Merlini using Priestess of the Moon and was BEYOND GODLIKE!?? HolySh!t he was pwning everyone one by one.

Rushed to TJC and then back to VJC to settle the appeal stuff together with some of my 08S64 classmates. I was really happy that the four of us who were posted to TJC got back. Just nice, 四大金刚walking in and out of TJC, and then back to VJC.

I was about to walk out of the school gate at 1pm with some other friends when this security guard approached me. I guess what he said was right. The Students' Council and OGLs and many other peeps stayed back till very late in the night to plan the Orientation 2 and many people are "ponning" it. I felt damn bad and i turned back to school.

Haha, didn't regret that I continued with the orientation, and it was my first day BTW cos i was in TJC on the first day. Ci Yi(my classmate, 08S64) and I went to Ivanhoe and support them lor. No. of freshmen is like .... err...you can try counting with one hand.

Wet games...we splited into sub OGs. My sub-OG ... 3 people only. Me, Ci Yi, and Sharon(new friend haha and she's an OGL). Although we only have 3 ppl but we managed to win everything lah. And also very enthu lor, at least try our best lor. Mass dance was very fun too! Thought got no partner for friendship dance lar, all standing around me all abit manly leh. Heng Sharon no partner also den we anyhow dance lor. BTW, i think she look a bit like my physics teacher in MSHS lor, Miss Sharon Tan LOL. Face pattern a bit same lor.

Lazy to write liao lar...these few days write so damn long...bet you all will quickly scroll down and go off lar..paiseh lor, too emo. Gotta go liao , byebye.

***Special thanks to XiaoWei for giving me all her luck***

Half a day in TJC...

Met one of my Sec.4 classmates at Bedok MRT, then we walked to the bus interchange to meet up with Ci Yi, my classmate in VJC. Then, we met up with Yun Han at the bus-stop outside TJC. Feel kinda weird...I was alighting from the bus when one senior in floorball(VJC) looked at me...probably thinking why am I alighting at TJC but not VJC!

Orientation 2...everyone agrees that it is crappy. My OG is so big, even after splitting us up into smaller groups. It was like almost 20 people, including the 1st intakes. The 1st intakes knew each other already, then they were like talking among themselves...quite sad lah...cant help it also...If I was in VJC as a 1st intake, I would also be like that lor, talking to my friends and sort of "dao" abit of the 2nd intakes.

Quite a horrible experience, although it wasn't really that bad. I have many many new names to remember now and I really hate repeating the stuff I did in Orientation 1. Those things(the games and fun we had etc.) are meant to be done once only...or else it will not be special anymore =(

Gave a lame excuse and left TJC at around 2:55PM (suppose to sty till around 5:30PM). I went to PP to meet up with VJ 08S64 with Ci Yi, YunHan and WeiZhen. Haha, all the TJ O2 ponners.
But seriously lah, I don't really feel comfortable there. Hope I can be released from all this hell soon...

Great news for Daniel, Alyssa, YunHan and Ci Yi(the 5-pters)! Gratz people! You guys made it back into VJ! Shawn, WeiZhen(the 6-pters) and I are still very worried waiting for the call from school...Hope they bothered to read my CO teacher's comments and my very own EMO letter lorh...and of course get touched and let me in lah! haha...

Still need to go for orientation at TJC tmr...gotta end here, write more abt TJ tmr, and hopefully my appeal result +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I must be POSITIVE so my appeal results will also be positive!!! ++++++++++++++++++++++

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Going to a new school...

Okay, those of you in VJC would already know that I have been posted to TJC as expected. Gonna go there soon in 15mins time...hope I won't think too much about the appeal now, and VJC calls me to deliver me the good news, so that I can return back to VJC tmr. Okay, gotta go school soon, write more tonight =)

Just another Sunday...

I couldn't sleep till like 8am in the morning...I was thinking all sorts of things throughout the night, while listening to songs on my MP4. Kinda weird to cry in the middle of the night...so I didn't...later my parents thought what >.<

Again, no motivation to revise and do my tutorials, although I have time to do them. Seems like I can only study properly after the 2nd intake is confirmed. Many told me not to think about it but i just couldn't help it. The moment that I leave VJC for TJC keep flashing through my mind.

I really cannot bear to leave my friends in VJC. All of them have been great, really. Went to jog again this evening to keep fit, relieve some stress, and also to stop myself from thinking about THAT. It works.

After that was lao yu sheng time, I didn't join my family. I only went to take some to eat after they have finished lao"ing" them. Didn't really have the mood, just cant help it. Drank some red wine after that, didn't work out very well, just made me warm only, didn't make me high or drunk or something crazy. Kinda disappointing.

Gonna kope more to drink after my family had slept. Still have some GP and other work to do, bye bye. -->No baby for today<-- later ppl thought I'm sick again...

OG outing day

SOME ppl reached raffles city @ 12PM to walk around alone...ok lor, dunwan call ppl... saw 3 EX-Marists in CityLink...one of them in MSHSCO, one whom i played DotA with once in a while (him and his stupid d[n]t clan), the other one in Sec.2 higher chinese class.

Its like the last OG outing for me while I'm still in VJC. Sad. Many couldn't turn up, in fact, only 6 made it. We went to watch the movie "L" saved the world smth like that. Pretty cool movie, worth watching, esp. for those ppl like Eunice, who gets so excited when she sees "L" =.="

Arcade after movies...can see some ppl using their hangbao money lol...KangAn owns in arcade as usual, esp. the stupid shooting games like Time Crisis. Desmond won some peeps in Tekken, but got pwned in the end by some other challenger, who was like watching the screen for a while and decided to kick some ass.

Silly silly... we made so much noise =.= abit malu cos got ppl kept looking at us. Luckily din get beaten up...

.::Walking to the MRT station...had some TSD lesson? Xiaowei, you ah...make me beary sad lar, zai lor first person who made me almost dead, my face like 包今天(BaoToday) when I'm walking home from the MRT station alone...when Desmond not there yet you also...zzz....::

Bathed, ate, slept, and awake now...oops slept too long...i was only planning to rest for a while and go on msn at like 11pm. Nvm, can emo more at this time.

Plugged in my earphones and listen to emo songs again lar (its 3am+)...got some water in my eyes while listening to Jay Chou's song, 彩虹, esp. the part :
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳还是会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

like almost going to cry lar...dun ask why...you know Y

and babies again...LOL...am i a sick bastard who keep looking at babies instead of woman or wad...

VJC Cross-Country Day

One word : Tired ... i woke up early today then end up late again, cos i went to settle some big business. I have to run to school from the bus stop. Luckily I didn't have a heavy bag today, and today I try to act stupid(2nd or 3rd time) by using a laptop bag to put in my stuff.

Crap, crap and more crap before the race started. The girls went off for the 3.3km race first at around 8:10am, and the boys have to wait till around 8:35am. My class was like so far behind the starting line and there's like more than 700 guys in front of us. Stupid, stupid jam, people walking or jogging super slow in front at the parade square. How can the people behind run?

Okay, forget about that. Another stupid thing that cocked up...some pain at the side of the stomach, heard people called it "stitch" or something, it just sounds like that. I was like pressing that part for half the race... don't know why I slowed down in the middle of the race, probably lack the support and motivation. Haha, can't blame much, because my physical ah... becoming worse every year. I was like 2 mins faster in Sec.1 then now...finished 300th (LOL, nice number) out of around 800 for the boys category(JC1s&2, 4.8km) in approximately 24mins.

I was pretty sad after I got my position card, was even guilty that I didn't keep myself fit for the past few years (since Sec.1/2). After the cross-country, I went for the class outing =) . Took a short bus trip down to siglap, and went to eat at The Cafe Catel. Expensive food=( . After that, my class went to Cineleisure for movie. We watched "Jumpers" which was pretty cool and a little funny. Probably give a 7/10 rating for it... Haiz, everyone was dead tired after watching the movie and we went home.

While walking home from the MRT station, I felt a strong urge to go running. I have some kind of "extra" energy inside me. I went to run at the river side (dont know its called Kallang or Geylang River LOL, cos its like near the confluence) ... I really ran ... probably the fastest 2.4km I have ever ran this year, probably a 10-11mins timing, yeah may seem average to most of you but my lao ah pek usual timing is like 12~13mins since Sec.3(was like 11min or less from Pri.6-Sec.2)... keep pushing myself... sorta have some motivation to train liao...

Posting results coming out next tuesday... most of you should already know I might not be able to appeal back into VJC... so I'm starting to miss your beautiful faces... yes really, beautiful. Not seen, not touched, but felt with the heart~! >>>Hope tmr's OG outing is still on and ppl can make it<<<


Do you do this at home in the toilet too?

Valentine's Day!!!

Today is Valentine's Day!!! Everyone was so hyped up even in the morning before assembly. Many people was holding on to flowers,balloons and gifts etc...and some soft toys...saw one red rose soft toy lolzz...was rather cute =) ...

My class was noisy as usual, but today was even noisier... didn't really pay much attention to lectures and tutorials *feels guilty*... and had a chemistry quiz today... highest in the class was 15.5/16??? WOW ! and i only got 8/16 LOL...I never study never do anything then go take test (luckily I'm not the last in class, about 4 people got lower than me HENG SIA) ...really no motivation to study now lor...everything is not settled yet, but I promised myself to study properly when I have settled down...I don't want to screw up my 'A' levels like I did to my 'O' levels, which is like VERY VERY SAD. Totally NO IDEA why my C.Humanities got a B3...and B3 is enough to screw me up big time, by not letting to secure my place in VJC.

I was rather disappointed that tonight's "EMO " dinner was cancelled (more or less) as many people have other things on. Never mind, we still a class outing tomorrow at ECP after the cross-country =).

Anyway, I like to say thank you to those who gave out presents (yay!) and sorry to those I forgotten to give (ops!). Thank You to : 08S64 girls for your chocolate package thingy, my "angels" for the "BALLOON HELICOPTER" (LOL!!!) & the card with the msg and paper crane? (sorry if I remembered wrongly), WeiZhen for the message & sweets (got 4 sia), YunHan for the chocolate (whole class got...), Zoe for the Oreo & and the 2 christmas chocolate sticks?, XiaoWei for the blue shoelace+the small red paper with the msg & name, senior class(07S64) for the Yupi Gummies, and my mortal(Elizabeth) for the chocolates in glass bottle thingy.

Damn paiseh & regret...forgot to give my 2 angels the sweets I bought for them(ended up sharing it with some classmates and ate some on the bus)...wanted to buy flower for my whole OG but the stupid deadline on Tuesday 2.00PM LAH...by the time i finished school was already 1.55PM then in the end too late liao lor... thought of giving them tomorrow but its kinda wierd leh... V.day over already then give... haha my lesson learnt today: already prepare things as early as you can and don't drag it to the last minute, you might have something on last minute and there goes your plan...regret also no use already...

Looking forward to tomorrow's cross country (try my best to chiong, but becoming like an Ah Pek since Sec.2 when I started slacking...haha my 2.4km timing in Pri6/Sec1/2 was faster than Sec.3/4 by like 1-2mins...seriously retarding...gotta move myself up again, when I get the motivation to.

Anyway, I like babies LOL ... here's one random pic

Nothing to say today.

我无话可说，谢谢您的关心，告辞。

What the hell am I doing???

I was damn bored during the Chinese New Year holidays...all my relatives in Malaysia and I did not go back...don't know why this year my mum didn't buy the bus tickets...haha we are poor --> = no private car... solving Rubik's cube repeatedly to kill time... taking 2:26 to solve it at the best, I know its kinda abit off...some average ppl solve it in ard 1min+ ... too lazy to learn complicated algorithms...what am i doing...lol

Chinese New Year Day 2

Nothing much today, stayed home for the whole day. I woke up at 9am, eat some light breakfast, and went to switch on my computer.

Guess what happened? The computer switched off by itself out of a sudden. Damn. The old graphic card problem again... Oh man, my computer is like 5-years-old already...probably become Ah Pek Com liao...opened the CPU casing and start screwing things...*tightens the graphic card to the AGP slot*... suddenly, my hand itchy, go take out the processor fan and clean also...lol...make my hands like charcoal, make me sneeze like there's no tomorrow. How long did I take? -2hrs- Why? the com like tire punctured like that, on liao then off again...need to keep tightening the connections of the hardwares to the mainboard...cos my hand itchy la...go act take out clean off the dust lol...

After that, I spend another couple of hours clearing my old stuffs also...tio scolded my my dad haha, he said that i'm opposite of others...clean up after chinese near year(初一)...bleh bleh.... b4 that alot of things to do mah...forgot to clear up... listen to songs & music for the next few hours til i go mini-steamboating at home... and yeah, music pwns! quite sad lor, I want to learn how to play some musical instruments de (not CO ones) but my family no $$$ ... sian diaoZzz =( BTW, gonna put up my favorites list and others soon...still trying to learn how to make them nice nice =) SAY_GG_PLZ

Panda Eyes

Super tired...slept at 4am this morning cos of the tutorials...still have some more work that i didn't finish...why so much work pile up? I didn't really do my tutorials for the past 1 week plus... since I've gotten my results. Not really settled down yet since the place in the JC is not confirmed yet, still have to wait for the posting results and 2nd intake. Most likely I'm gonna end up in TJC for the 2nd intake, which is like damn sad... unless people hates VJC so much that the cut-off points is raised.

Now, I'm kinda addicted to Rubik's Cube...keep solving it over and over again to kill time...though i actually have proper work to do... Anyway, I just found out that my background doesn't display properly in Internet Explorer... and still cant add music thingy at the sidebar... firefox keep prompting me to download the missing plugin but they cant detect what is it...shit...
Tomorrow is CNY eve already and I haven't really clear up/throw away my unwanted stuff... badly screwed life =(

OMG I'm so TIRED!!!

Oh gosh! My weekend is gone!!! Not really, I went for the 1-star kayaking course and it was fun.
We didn't really have much time to practise the skills...but we still manage to do it quite well but slowly.

Oh man, i take 1hr+ to travel from my house(near Kallang MRT) to Changi Water Venture(near Changi Village). Guess the no. of bus-stops? The answer is : 47. GODLIKE!!! Imagine you count the bus stops 1 by 1 as you arrive at each of them...happy counting man...Yeah, but it's worth it, at least I have fun and a 1-star kayak certificate. Probably going for 2-star sometime soon, if I'm still in VJC(***PRAY HARD***).

I still have lots of work waiting for me to be completed...

First post on my own blog!!!

Woot! A blog finally! First post here...not used to blogging yet but i will get used to it soon! I had thought of making a blog long time ago, but i was too lazy =( ... Oh man, someone called me to play DotA, gotta go now... write more tmr =)