25th April, the suckiest day

Did something stupid/dumb/foolish today which I do not wish to further elaborate. Totally screwed myself up as a result of being stupid/dumb.
Plus the Canon in D tune keep going round my head during every single lecture and tutorial. No wonder Mr Ng (my chem. tutor) asked me why am i so quiet today -.-
Never do tutorials...then sit in class copy answers...feel bad enough...
PW a bit disorganized...everyone is busy with their own stuff and its so hard come together outside school
CO paiwei...why did i even go...so many people didnt turn up(those with good reasons nvm)...sometimes i feel that i shouldnt be stupid...why do it when the rest doesnt give a damn about it.
After that was some 4x100m relay training with CO mates. wasn't concentrating and guess what i injured my left calf. After that still play soccer with some hockey players, became the last man cos of my leg.
Limped home after that. Ouch.
You dont laugh at me.