Frédéric Chopin + Li Yundi = Fail Promos~

Please let me off...

I think everyone is getting a little crazy due to stress...
Promos is only 50+ days away...Anyway, I love to listen to 
music to relax myself...and to my own world...lawl

＊妳坐在我身邊　可是表情很不自然
  聊的話　很平凡　卻很悲傷

＃妳說妳不相信　活著就是為了夢想
  甚至妳　更懷疑　什麼是地久天長

＋咖啡麻醉不了孤單　只會讓心更燙
  哦　都一樣　所謂夢想　終究飄飄蕩蕩
  在迷亂的台北流浪　尋找一個幻想
  突然很渴望　在我身上　找到妳要的靠岸

  重唱　＊,＃,＋

  這一刻　當我們都感覺到彼此的心願
  愛情早已經開始　思念早已經蔓延

  咖啡麻醉不了孤單　只會讓夜更長
  我　也一樣　飄飄蕩蕩　眼神交換迷惘
  在冷漠的台北流浪　找一個避風港
  突然很渴望　在妳身上　也找到我要的靠岸

Tired,,,...

I guess I forced myself too much...keep trying to learn it fast and play like the professional I saw on youtube. Maybe I should start from the basics again...since I skipped alot of practice songs and basic stuff...but anyway I guess I really have to put down all these music craze for now first, study really hard for promos---->get desired results---->happy----->after that can chiong ruan & my stupid music stuffs without having to worry (:
I MUST READ LECTURE NOTES AND DO TUTORIALS!!!

Racial Harmony Day?

Hmm...racial harmony day...i find it rather meaningless when ppl just wear the ethnic costumes to school and not really reflecting abt racial harmony esp. in singapore...haha im guilty of it too :(
I think i have changed pretty much after the june holidays...always look emo/sad...even i dun know wads happening to me ohmygosh...

Less than 2 months to PROMOs now...starting to get anxious already, seeing the work piling up...actually not really that MUCH but because i still have undone revision from the first half of the year. Perhaps i really have to give up certain things now and do well for the upcoming exam first, before i go CRAZY after the PROMOs LALALA...

School...school...and school...what else?

Promos coming in September after the 1-week school vacation. Apart from the daily school work, I still have lots of revision to be done for the topics learnt in the 1st half of the year. My results are crappy... E E E S S ... Econs being my worst subject ... I guess I need to really work much harder for Econs . . . cos I din really touch Econs since like March??? LOL

Yeah apart from school, I have been practising my ruan also. Sometimes, I have the urge to find a teacher and learn, then go competition at the end of the year. But looking at my family...errr...always held back by some issues...Hais...why am I not exposed to ruan earlier...and learn from a teacher from young...

Anywaes, im currently studying/analysing some pop songs like jay chou's cai hong and pu gong ying de yue ding and trying to play them on ruan instead of guitar...cos guitar have some low notes and extra strings which ruan doesnt have so i gotta figure out how to make it sound almost the same or even better.

Update more soon. -dead blog-

I dont know what im doing

I got back 3 of my exam papers. Physics, Chem & Maths. E,E & S. Econs will be really bad I guess...and I really dun wan to fail my GP. I really dont know what im doing these few days. Time flies really fast. Im always playing my ruan or listening to music and slack. Although I did some of my tutorials (esp. chem) and read some notes, its not enough. I dont feel like going out nowadays, probably due to the results, but I really dunno what's the problem. People asking me why I look so emo-ish these days, I really dont know. I dont even know whats happening to me oh my gosh. Im also becoming abit anti-socialish these days...and rather easily irritated...im really sorry...