Tired,,,...

I guess I forced myself too much...keep trying to learn it fast and play like the professional I saw on youtube. Maybe I should start from the basics again...since I skipped alot of practice songs and basic stuff...but anyway I guess I really have to put down all these music craze for now first, study really hard for promos---->get desired results---->happy----->after that can chiong ruan & my stupid music stuffs without having to worry (:
I MUST READ LECTURE NOTES AND DO TUTORIALS!!!