End it, please.

I think I'm kinda tired of all these. The awkwardness especially...just want to put all that aside now and not think about it. Just hoping that everything goes back to normal.

Not even a single day to rest

Guess what, needa go out to do PW later. Basically, its just like Mon-Fri >School+CO after school, Sat>CO, Sunday>PW. I really hope all this end soon and i can really sit down and study after the CO Hong Kong trip from 25-29th May.

You are who you are when no one is looking. Thats what one of my teachers back in my secondary school said. You only follow the rules when there is a discipline master around, but when he is gone, you go astray again. From this, I thought of another thing. During the good times, everything seemed to be nice. But only during the times of bad, you will be able to see different people (i.e differentiate from the rest). You will then know who really cared about you, and find your real friends.

I guess I have to respect her decision. She must have struggled for some time before coming to this conclusion. Perhaps we need more time to calm down and talk so everything goes back to normal.

Let nature take its course.

I'll be lying if I say that I have let everything go. Some things are easier said than done.

CO practice in PT

Practice in the PT was great, even better if my mood was good. I love the sound effects, every note is like amplified ten times when listening in front of the stage. <---means cannot play wrong la...later so obvious...stupid leg, muscle so pain, cannot walk normally...but not as pain as... ... Left school at 8... crap...tmr 12noon still need go orchard to meet up with PW mates to do GPP. Tutorials all over the place, SPAs coming up, still have to practise 1 sectional CO song that was just given to us this week...zzz...heck...somemore its quite hard...no wonder the seniors pushed it to me and another.

歌曲 晴天歌手 周杰伦

故事的小黄花
从出生的那年就飘着
童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在
吹着前奏望着天空
我想起花瓣试着掉落
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍
每想到失去勇气我还留着
好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开
刮风这天
我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐
大到我看你不见
还要多久
我才能在你身边
等到放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点
从前从前 有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 风渐渐 把距离吹得好远
好不容易 又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜

25th April, the suckiest day

Did something stupid/dumb/foolish today which I do not wish to further elaborate. Totally screwed myself up as a result of being stupid/dumb.
Plus the Canon in D tune keep going round my head during every single lecture and tutorial. No wonder Mr Ng (my chem. tutor) asked me why am i so quiet today -.-
Never do tutorials...then sit in class copy answers...feel bad enough...
PW a bit disorganized...everyone is busy with their own stuff and its so hard come together outside school
CO paiwei...why did i even go...so many people didnt turn up(those with good reasons nvm)...sometimes i feel that i shouldnt be stupid...why do it when the rest doesnt give a damn about it.
After that was some 4x100m relay training with CO mates. wasn't concentrating and guess what i injured my left calf. After that still play soccer with some hockey players, became the last man cos of my leg.
Limped home after that. Ouch.
You dont laugh at me.

East Zone Schools Concert...

Long time no blog.
-Lighthink Exhibition
-50th Founders' Day Concert
-East Zone Schools Concert
-VJCCO Concert
-Interhouse DotA <--- LOL
and homework & tests (everyone also have lah)

I din manage to perform at Esplanade for my sec. sch 50th Founders' Day cos I had some miscommunication with my juniors. I din go back to practise with them for the past few saturdays cos of VJCCO's practices. They thought im not performing so they din get a backstage pass for me. Arghh...should have contacted them earlier to confirm with them. dang

Lighthink exhibition finally over...stayed back for a few days to prepare and set up stuff in concourse. tiring yet fun, get to bond with my mates, at least i know them better now(haha most of them are my OG mates anw). My seniors asked me to apply for EXCO for Lighthink but i just couldnt make up my mind...im afraid i wont be committed enough.

Lost my 2nd match in the interhouse DotA. Horrible teamwork. Only our 2nd time playing together. Went there unprepared, screwed up hero picks, things went totally wrong. Really cant help it, my mates and I dun have the time to play together or discuss things. And i just know them 3 weeks ago. Only if i could get my friends(in other JCs now) to come...actually have a sec. sch classmate in VJC, but he doesnt want to play in the competition cos the others are not here.

East Zone Concert. Super tiring. Reach school at 8am. Reach home at 10pm. 14hrs nvm. Im one of the backstage crews plus im playing 4 songs...means have to go up stage 3 times. finish liao go keep instrument then go backstage help again. >VJC Ruan Ensemble< >VJC Combined< >Combined Schools-Dance to the Yao Tribe<

One last concert to go...VJCCO concert...hope life get easier after this but...PW, Mid-year...crappp

Phy and Chem SPA coming soon, plus Chem Lecture test...cannot screw this up cos im aiming for some H3 Chem next year.

byebye

One Stupid Question

Zebras have a black body with white strips or a white body with black strips?